“When are you going to stand up for yourself? I would have
stopped her in her tracks, gave her the eye, and put an end to it.”
“You have the capacity to not be a victim.”
“I just realized it had been going on for some time this
week.”
Tangled in a web of deceit, what does God ask of us? I held
it out to him, time and again in the last 24 hours and I realized, I’d been
away from worship too long and that I have the ability to stop it. I stopped it
once before, and she understood the consequences and now with just a few weeks
left in our term I would have to do it again.
Sabotage, the willful act of destroying or damaging
something with intent to hurt or injure. That says it all, my question time and
again is why me? Why not look internally at what your issues are, I keep to
myself, don’t gossip, and question my morals and work ethic daily.
My husband said it best, “When someone doesn’t feel good
about themselves, they attack others, regardless that they have no clue to what
crosses others are carrying.
Luke 6 27-36 Calls us to command out thoughts and take
action. Love thy enemy. Wow!, alright find ways to reach out to those that have
issues with us, without understanding why, simply do good.
“God help me find a path that is righteous to do this work
in my mind and in body. Let it be genuine and help me comprehend not their
agenda, simply how to build a bond in the grand canyon,
for me to be humble in my approach and not look for immediate responses.”